On Grief: True Time Distortion

I can feel the date creeping up on me. I don't know how much longer I can actively push it from my mind. Looming at the end of the month, patiently waiting for me as I'm dragged closer to it, unwillingly. Can he really have been gone for 4 years? I suffer from time distortion … Continue reading On Grief: True Time Distortion

On Self Harm

Trigger warning: My journey with self harm is a complicated one. The first time I cut, I was about 13. My mom and I had a fight over a now long-forgotten issue. I stormed off to my bedroom, pacing, feeling the closest I had ever (at that point) felt to the emotions I saw in … Continue reading On Self Harm