So, last night I was helping the kiddo with his homework. Trying to help might be a more accurate description. He was a bit more tired than usual, and his attitude was definitely not where it needed to be, tired or not. After spending an hour on a math sheet that, minus arguing and stalling, … Continue reading Tired Parenting
This is the first day I should be going into work, except I'm not because it's over. Didn't sleep last night. Can't tell if I should sleep now or if I should take an Adderall and power through. I worked on lists and planning for business closing related things for a bit (it is seriously … Continue reading “Self? You’re Fired.”
Crying from being hungry, thirsty, exhausted, awake... Crying from the roller coaster that was today, even if the ride seems to have stopped. And crying for asking the stupidest question I may have ever asked in a decade of being with the hub. Not my day. I'll try again tomorrow.
I slept away another day due to medication timing mixups. The hub and the sub ran my business today, as I couldn't wake up. I woke up drenched in guilt. The kiddo was alternating between knocking on the door and calling my cell from the house phone. I panicked each time, unable to squeeze even … Continue reading Drenched in Guilt
Kiddo's birthday was today. And I managed to pull through despite not sleeping in... A lot of hours. I stopped counting a while ago. Cookies for classmates, then cake and ice cream and presents with family. Someday, when he extracts from his legos, I'll see what he thought of the book I made him. 🙂
Awake for about 36 hours straight now, with the exception of a few hours nap yesterday afternoon. And due to important family events, I won't be getting to sleep until well after midnight tonight. So it will be about 50 hours give or take. Thank God I have been able to get my meds even … Continue reading Inertia and Insomnia